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[19 Jul 2003|10:45pm]

I'm getting me a new journal.

And, I'm going to add everyone to my friends list and try to get a someone decent layout up.


:[ Does anyone wanna be kind enough to buy me a paid account?

BTW-It's going to be friends only. A lot of you probably won't be on my friend's list unless your someone I RP with. Don't get your feelings hurt. not like it matters, you probably skip my entries, anyway.

NEW JOURNAL-_fakinglife. I added most of the people that I have on this journals friends list. If you aren't on that friends list..sorry. :\ I won't be adding you, either, so don't bother commenting.

I'm thinking about turning this journal into an icon journal. .. Hhm.
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[19 Jul 2003|04:15am]
[ mood | blank ]

I can't sleep. It really sucks cause I wanna wake up at a decent hour tomorrow instead of like..4 in the afternoon. :\

Tonight (well, last night, actually) me and Tori and my mom went to the movies. It was just us! We saw How To Deal. It was a great movie. I loved it. Of course, Mandy Moore was amazing. I was rather shocked at..a certain part. I won't ruin it, though, for anyone who hasn't seen it that wants to.

Anyways, of course, Mike raised hell with my mom about it. Blah blah. A bunch of immature, petty BULLSHIT. He's so selfish. It's all about him, him HIM! I guess he doesn't realize my mom is a MOTHER and has a RESPONSIBILITY. Whatever. He's such a prick.

Jason's mad at me. I'm tempted to IM him but I have a feeling it wouldn't get anywhere so I'm not gonna bother. I'll talk to him tomorrow. Hopefully, it'll have blown over by then.

..I'm gonna..make some more icons or something then go back to bed.

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[18 Jul 2003|04:36am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

2 new icons. They were really simple to make.

Nessa, if you wanna know how I did the transparency on that Britney one IM me and I'll tell you.

SHANI I need you to get on Ashton's screen name tonight.

<3 I'm sleepy.

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[17 Jul 2003|07:19pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

rofl. :[

I talked to Nessa last night. I IMed her and we were just talking. Mainly about Jason. :[ rofl. And she was teasing me very badly. It was uncool. lmao. Nah. It was fun. It felt really good to talk to her. I talked to her about my mom too and I'm glad I could talk to her about it and just have her there to listen.

I woke up this morning at 10:30. It shocked me. rofl. I never..EVER wake up that early. EVER. And I stayed awake until about 2:00, when TRL got over. Then, at about 3-3:30 Jason called me. Of course..it was awkward. We didn't talk about much. There was a lot of silence.

After we hung up I came downstairs and talked to my aunt and mom-mom. Then, my mom came home.......

Right, after that I was bored. rofl. And..yeah.

I'm gonna go off and make icons and stuff. Wee.

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[14 Jul 2003|04:27am]
So, yeah.

My mom really pisses me off sometime. Tonight, after my brother went to sleep me, her and Mike were suppose to watch 13 Ghosts. Well, after Jeremy fell asleep they went upstairs to get a shower. I heard them get out of the shower. I thought they'd be down..ya know..whatever. Well, a few minutes later I hear my mom's big fucking mouth moaning and the bed squeaking. Right. Great. Put sex and your fucking boyfriend first before time with your faughter. Thanks, MOM!

So, anyways, by the time they came downstairs I just wanted to tell them to go back the fuck upstairs. I wasn't even into watching the movie anymore. They turned it on, though, and we got probably..20 minutes through it. I wasn't paying much attention. They decided to shut it off and go to bed. Whatever.

I'm starting to think I'm the only sane "child" in my family. My sister and cousins (well, my aunt teeny's kids) have serious issues. Seriously. I'm not gonna get into it in here cause, really, I barely actually TALK to half the people on my friends list and it's none of anyone's business. 'Sides, it's some serious issues, so...yeah.

Rawr. Whatever.

There's a new kid at FI. He plays P. Diddy. And, yes, it's a he. His name is Jason and wtf, he's so great, ok? He wins and I'm having his babies even though he's Mother Jesus (inside joke) and I'm Virgin Mary. He makes me giggle. :x!!!! :[ Tehehe. He's so great.

Well, yeah. That's a pretty good update. I need to change my icons. My throat hurts, too. Gah. Bedtime.
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Mmm Orlando Bloom [13 Jul 2003|08:30pm]
[ mood | cold ]

I went to see PotC today with my dad and sister. I loved that movie. I thought I might not like it cause it's action and I'm not a real big fan of action. I mainly went to see it cause Orlando was in it and I love him from LotR. Anyways, like I said, I loved the movie. The plot was cool. CAPTAIN Jack Sparrow was awesome. I think he was probably my favorite character. Johnny Depp did him well.

I've been meaning to update for a while. I feel like I have a lot of things to say but..I don't know what I want to say. Whenever, I decide I have something worth saying and know how I want to say it I get to lazy to update.

I just realised that on the 5th of June it's been a year since I've been doing community RPs. It feels like so much longer, though. I've made a lot of friends through it. I miss RPing Jessica Simpson. :( She was my first character in a RPG Community. Then I broadened my horizons and started playing Jenny Morris, Britney, Christina, Mandy, etc. I love it. :[ Whoops, I'm addicted. Not healthy.

Yeah. Anyways. Bye.

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[12 Jul 2003|01:53am]
[ mood | blank ]

I've been so dfhdsiugh78itgbsgbdyhf these past few days.

One day I'll be happy, the next day I'll be pissed off and then go all emo.




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[05 Jul 2003|07:07pm]
[ mood | awake ]

Yesterday was the 4th of July but we didn't do anything. .. I slept till 4 in the afternoon. :x Anyways. When I woke up my mom told me that the fireworks had been cancelled everywhere 'cept for like..Dover. So, if we went to Dover to watch we would have been like, all night, trying to get home. She left it up to me to decide if we were going and I was just like "nothing I ain't seen before" so I stayed home and my mom and sister went to Mike's house and spent the night.

Today, I went with my aunt to get her belly button pierced. We went to Dragons Layer. Before my aunt went in there was this girl that was getting her nipples done. The piercer came out of the room and he had blood on his glove and I was just like "*cringe*". Anyways, I went in with my aunt and watched her get it done. I saw her tense up like, when he first poked the needle through but she was a trooper. She said she didn't feel anything but pressure but it was just for a second.

So, in a few days or..whatever, whenever my mom decides to get off her ass, I'm going to get mine pierced. They were doing them in Ocean City for 10 dollars. My aunt has to find the number of where they were doing them to see if it's like..every day or if it was just for the weekend.

On the way back my aunt told me she was gonna take my to O.C. sometime this summer because I've never been. [O.C. is like..the best beach in DE.] Well, I may have been when I was little but I don't remember it. My dad recently took his girlfriend and her kids to O.C. on a weekend he was suppose to have me and my sister. ... I'm not even gonna get into that. Maybe some other time.

For now..I'm going to do other things. <3

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[03 Jul 2003|03:25am]
[ mood | tired ]

I've been reading fanfic. sob.

I read some Simple Plan fic.

Then I read Moffatt stuff.

The fics are amusing. *loves on fandomination.net*


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[02 Jul 2003|03:16am]
I'm playing with fire, here, kids.

If I don't come around for long amounts of time it's cause my mom-mom is being a bitch.

Whatever. I'll find a way on somehow. <333
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Randomness [26 Jun 2003|08:05pm]
[ mood | happy ]

The icon I'm using right now is my favorite. I made it. I love it to pieces!

I spent the rest of my birthday money today. I bought 'Swimfan', Warped Tour '03 CD(s-there's two), and "The Wreckoning" single. I'm listening to it on REPEAT. I love it. It's like "you don't care so bye!".

Rachel has been gone for SOOOOOO long. sob. I miss her! Lexie left Tuesday and she won't be back until the 20th of July. :'( It sucks. And Shani wasn't online yesterday and I was like "SOB! EVERYONE IS GOING AWAY!". *sniffle*

Ooh. I was reading my BtVS Episode Guide-Vol. 1 and it made me want to start a Buffy site. I wish I wasn't HTML retarded. I could make a slammin site.

Enough of my jabber filling up your friends page. Bye. <#

I came, I saw, I kicked some ass. The pain I cause, it makes me laugh, 'cause the way I do my thing is strange-I just inject myself into ya veins. Can't run, can't hide, there's no way out. The sun will rise and it's about time for the wreckinging. Time, time for this girl to sing.

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__ Help. [24 Jun 2003|12:47pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

People scare me.

Shani owns me.

I made new icons. Christina. They're cool. I'm rpoud of them. If anyone steals them I'm going to beat 'em with a stick! :D

That is all.

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You make me want to love you.. [22 Jun 2003|08:15pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

'Ghost' is on T.V. I love that movie. I'm not watching it, though. I'm listening to music on my headphones.

I really don't remember if I've written in this about my mom's "fiancee" or not so I'll explain.---They've been together since sometime before Thanksgiving (I think). He proposed a little before Christmas. I know, it was quick. He's somewhere around 22-24 (my mom is 30). He's immature. He always wants my mom to go over there instead of him coming here. My mom has taken the engagement ring off before but has always ended up with it back on. She's stayed at his house 2 nights in a row, before, leaving me, my sister and my brother here with my mom-mom (grandmother) and no transportation or money.

He causes a lot of arguing between my mom and her mother. It really sucks because my grandmother (her mom) is like my other parent. ... I think everyone knows how it is when their parents fight. I'm old enough to know it's not my fault but..it scares me, ya know? I want them both with me. I don't want Mike to replace my mom-mom or..ya know..whatever.

It makes me angry with my mom that she lets a man come inbetween her and her mother which causes tension in the house and makes me uncomfortable. My mom won't leave Mike, though. It also pisses me off that Mike won't grow up a little bit. If he's going to marry a woman with 4 kids then he needs to be a man. Mike isn't a man..he's a little boy. (He has a daughter, also.)

I love my mom, though. She had me when she was my age (15) and with the help of her mom, she raised me. My dad was never a part of my life until I was like..12. When I listen to the song "Thank You Mom" by GC I always..feel my mom, ya know? She's done a lot without the help of a man. ... She's always put her children first ('cept now..it's like she doesn't WANT the 'burden' of children). I thank her for all she's done for me and my sisters and I'll always love her for being strong for all of us. I just wish she'd open her eyes and see what the man she "loves" is doing to our "family" (her, my mom-mom, sisters, brother and I). :\

I miss Ashley. :\ She'll be in a different school next year and that means I'll have to make a new best friend. ... We weren't as close as we use to be when this past school year ended and..it just sucks.

Well...yeah. Bye.

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[16 Jun 2003|09:17pm]
Ok. I officially hate Kazaa. >:O

When I was staying with my aunt last summer I had all these Moffatt songs downloaded onto her computer from Kazaa and, sob, oops, I loved them. Well, that computer got shot to hell and I lost all the songs and everything. I had some of them on a CD but the others got..gone along with the computer. :[ Now, I'm trying to download the songs I don't have and Kazaa is being such a forking ass. >:O jfhdsfgndfhkg SOB.

*coughs* Anyways.

I had my birthday party with my dad. Got 170 dollars. :D I went shopping today. Got a pair of shorts, 2 cute shirts, Evanescence's CD, 3 magazines and 2 sports bras. Wee. I love spending money!! hah.

Yeah. K. Bye.
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[12 Jun 2003|09:24pm]
[ mood | bored ]


My birthday was on the 7th. Yeah. Not a big deal. I turned 15. It doesn't feel any different than 14. I didn't have a birthday party with my mom. I'm having one this weekend, though, when I go to my dad's.

Anyways. I really don't have anything else to update about so I'm going to make icons. .. Maybe. Beh. Bye.

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[06 Jun 2003|08:52pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Uhm. Hi. My name is Ashley and I am not obsessed with Colin Farrell and Ashton Kutcher. Really. *coughs and molests icons*

The MTV movie awards were good. I loved Sharon Osbourne presenting 50's performance. She's fucking awesome. I also liked Ashton presenting the award to Daveigh Chase. Hee, what, he'd be such a good daddy. I hated when she whispered "everyone will suffer." sob. I hate that movie. *cringe* Let's see..t.A.T.u's performance kicked ass. I loved how all the girls kissed at the end. Those two girls are awesome. <3 Ok. Yeah.

I saw 'Finding Nemo', 'Daddy Daycare' and 'Wrong Turn' recently. They were all good. I liked 'Finding Nemo' and 'Wrong Turn' the best. I really didn't pay much attention to 'Daddy Daycare'. 'WT' wasn't as scary as I thought it'd be. It was really gory though. Yuck.

What, I passed 8th grade, too!!! :D I was so friggen happy when I got my report card. I was scared cause I thought I was gonna fail but I didn't!!! I thought I was gonna cry. :x So..yeah. I'm going to highschool next year.

Anyways, this is my update. Goodbye.

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No one was left here.. [24 May 2003|03:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]

3 days off school. After that only 7.5 days left. *squeaks in excitement* It's almost summer and that makes me tremendously happy! Oohh look..tremendous..I used a big word. :P Guess school does teach you a few things, huh?

I finished reading Britney and Lynne Spears' book, A Mother's Gift. It was a great book. It had a twist. It made me cry. :\ (With happiness, of course.)

I'm watching A Walk To Remember. I love this movie. It's so sweet. Not too mention Shane West is in it and Mandy Moore is in it and they're great.

Ok. Anyways. I'm gonna go..run around or something.

EDIT :: The doctor found out that my sister's "tumor" wasn't a tumor after all. It was an overgrown cist.

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HEE!!! [21 May 2003|10:08pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

RUBEN WON! RUBEN WON!!!!!!! :D Him and Clay, both, are putting out album's which is great because they're both amazingly talented. I thought Ruben wasn't going to win because of like..the weight thing but he WON!!!! :D

New icons. Scott Moffatt, Eminem and Justin/Xtina. They're hot. Don't h8. lmao. And new colors. :)

And now, I'm off to update my RPG Kelly journal. cause RUBEN WON!

EDIT :: Does it amuse anyone else that the eldest Hanson (Isaac?) and Clint Moffatt are engaged in a RP I'm in?..*blinks*

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Hurr. [20 May 2003|12:34pm]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm updating from Business Tech. Hee. :x

Hrm. I don't have a lot to say, though. lol So..yeah.

I talked to Carole on the phone. Hee! *waves frantically* It was weird but cool. We'll have to do it again, sometime soon. *nods*

So, there's this chick moofy and she's like..a wacko. I swear. She joins RPGs as Shelli White and stalks and harrasses the members. :( It's scary. And she started a whole bunch of drama in pop_icons. Eh.

Anyways. I gotta go do inventory for the business we created. hehehe.

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I will remember you... [16 May 2003|11:55pm]
[ mood | blank ]

My sister's sugery went well. They had to take her whole right ovary. She still has the left one, though. She got released from the hospital yesterday (same day as her surgery) and she's doing really good.

Tonight was the 8th grade dance. It was fun. The 8th graders song is "Will you remember me?" by Sarah McLachlan and sob! And then, after they played that they played "Graduation" by Vitiman C and I cried!!!! :\ No matter how much I hate that school or how much pain the people I've met there have brought me..I'm going to miss it so damn much. :( I have to be thankful, though, ya know? It taught me a lot. I grew a lot, too. Middle school was a great experience in the sense of growing as a person.

Anyways. I'm done.

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